YES verses NO

I am overwhelmed with making a decision. Life is made up of decisions. Many small in between bigger ones. Meaningless chooses happen every day. Toast for breakfast or cereal? Black shoes or brown? Hair up or down? That one was a hard decision today. I believe I spent 20 minutes on my hair. Ridiculous. Anyway. Back to the point. I am making myself sick trying to decide. The major question I come back to over and over is should I wait longer? It will still be there in two months so what is the rush? But why not now? I have a sizeable savings for just this decision. Now if I wait is the reason I am putting it off because I can not make a choice or because that is the best answer for me at this moment in my life? If I wait because I can not make a decision I am going to have the same problem later. So I should decide now. End of story. But telling myself that and doing that are two different things. I feel as though I am using people. Wasting their time. What if I make this decision and then regret it? There is no turning back. There is but I cannot look at it that way. Yes or no. Yes meaning forever. No meaning not right now.

Good instincts usually tell you what to do long before your head has figured it out.
Michael Burke