Life

As we were out for our almost, but should be, daily walk tonight I was thinking about well... Life. I complain to myself about when will it actually start. But I realized it has started. It just is not what I pictured for myself when I was ten, fifteen years old. It is not what I pictured for myself even yesterday. Life alrady started. It started twenty five years ago and it has been living me instead of me living it. Maybe traveling alone will help. A friend suggested I go on a singles cruise. That would be a much too progressive move for me to do especially alone. Maybe just doing things alone will help my growth. I am never alone. I do not have to stand up for myself and learn to survive. Sometimes I think when I actually get there I will be smarter than if I was just thrown into it at a younger age. I may be wise being older. I am probably just lying to myself. Everyone has different life experiences and that is what shapes them to the person they are. They may not like that person but at the end of the day you have yourself and yourself alone to either applaud the person you became or blame yourself. I know there are things that happen to us when young that we did not ask to happen but at some point you can not blame childhood experiences. We have to become repsonsible for ourselves and take ownership of ourselves. You either have to live and forget or live and accept. You cannot live blaming others for your faults for the rest of your life. Till next time. (words to live by)

Forget about forgive and just accept.- Grosse Point Blank