Off to work I go

I am sure I wrote about this when it first happened earlier in the year. But it has finally come down to today. It is happening. We are on our way to Las Vegas within several hours. I know this should be an exciting time. I get a free, incredible gift. Someone else is paying for the plane, hotel and show tickets and probably the food BUT there is a catch to accepting it all. I have to go with my employer. Some might enjoy this trip. Some might not. I am in that category. Everyone keeps telling me to get over it. You are going to have a great time. And no one understands thats I might have a great time but I dont actually enjoy spending time with her. I might get over my hang ups within a few hours and enjoy it but really? At the end of the day when work is over I like to leave work and spending the weekend with your employer is not leaving work. Sure we probably won't talk about it but we probably will. It is their life. It is their company so of course they talk about it outside of work. I see it coming. "The Talk". Are you happy with your job? True answer. Absolutely not. But there is no way to explain that without being completely honest and that is not going to go over well. I cross my fingers in hopes that it does not come up. Anyway. Nothing I can do now. It is a done deal unless I get deathly ill, get into a car accident or break a body part in the next couple of hours. Any suggestions?