So today would be one of those days you wished you lived alone. Or at least away from your parents. 1. Parent A is in a foul mood because of god knows what so anything you say to Parent A is taken incorrectly and you are harassed for it. 2. Parent B has taken offense to Parent A and is now most likely feeling belittled due to Parent A's need to talk down to you when they are in a bad mood and want to feel superior. Which the want of feeling superior supercedes whatever mood Parent A is in. 3. The devil has struck again. The "devil", who will remain nameless, does not take to authority all that well. And I do admit it is my fault. I created this devil and wish I could undo it. I could but it will take more time and effort than I want to give it. I make excuses all the time why the "devil" is the devil. Bottom line. I need to wake up and smell the burning flesh. Because little by little I am burning away and soon there will be nothing left. Hopefully that day never comes. I am afraid to think of the consequences of my actions if that day comes because I and I alone are only to blame. Till tomorrow where the buck stops here.